Tempest In A Teacup Chapter Ten
After finding out Bethany's secret the days seem to drag on until Jamaica but eventually I find myself sitting in the hotel room on our second day there. Zac has just gotten in from a tie dye session and Taylor is off god knows where rehearsing for his solo show tonight. A show I probably would have went to see if we weren't going through or divorce. I expect Kate will be there though just like I expect Bethany to be at Zac's show tomorrow unless I tell Zac today about her secret which is what I was intending to do.
Moving off the bed in my room I leave it and make my way down the hall to the room I know Zac is sharing with Bethany. I am kind of glad no fans are staying in this resort because I am walking around in a bikini at twelve weeks pregnant. A tiny bump is barely visible to a trained eye as well as my growing breasts giving me away.
Raising my hand as I reach his room I knock a few times before looking down as I wait for him to answer. When he doesn't answer right away I raise my hand to knock again. Again I get no answer so I decide to knock one last time, "Come on Zachary Walker Hanson open the damn door," I spit out hoping he can hear me talking through the door.
Before I can walk away the door is opened in a hurry but it's not Zac who opens it. It's Bethany and she has a bed sheet tied around her. Of course I would have the luck of catching them in the middle of sex. Of fucking course I would.
"Do you mind?" Bethany asks as she crosses her arms, blocking my way inside the room. "I was in the middle of sixty-nining my very hot fiancee," she smirks rubbing it in that she is engaged to Zac. I really want to slap the bitch but I know that will do no good. "He sent me here to tell you to fuck off though his words were much nicer than mine."
Going silent for a bit I have to bite my tongue before replying to her, "If Zac wants me to leave he can tell me himself," I snap back reaching out to push her aside as I make my way into the room, stopping when I see Zac still laying naked on the bed his erection still very evident. "Tell me to leave Zachary," I say as I glare down at him crossing my arms.
It does hurt to see him like this and knowing what I interrupted but I don't care. If he is so fucking horny then I can get him off. I can finish what he and Bethany started. Then I can tell him about the secrets.
Zac looks up at me for the longest time before turning his head to Bethany. "C..can you give us some privacy?" he asks her and I turn to her giving her my best smirk. I can tell from the look she is giving me she isn't happy with this situation but she drops the sheet getting dressed quickly before leaving the room without another word.
Looking at Zac again I uncross my arms, "Really?" I ask him before shaking my head. "Did you think she'd run me off?"
"I though I could try," Zac shrugs as he stays laying on the bed. "Are you going to stand there or do what you want to do?" he ask as if he knows I want to be the one to get him off now. How can I not when he is nude and hard?
"And what do I want to do?" I ask playing dumb.
Zac just rolls his eyes, "Just get fucking naked and set on my damn face. Sit on my face so I can eat your pussy while you suck my cock."
Smirking some at his words I shake my head but strip out of the bikini I have on, watching as Zac just smiles as I do. "Better?" I ask him once I am completely naked.
"It will be once you're on me," he smirks and I smirk more slowly moving towards him. Biting my lip I slowly position myself on the bed so that my pussy is hovering directly over his face. An image that gets me turned on more than even seeing him naked did.
It isn't long after I do that, that I let out a moan as I feel his tongue connect with my sensitive flesh. He is so good with that damn tongue, too good with it. I'm not even sure Taylor was that experienced with his tongue or his hands or even his dick. If I was being honest Zac was the better lover out of them.
Slowly I move my head down, letting my mouth go around his cock where I began to suck him off as he continues his assault with his tongue. It's weird but I get a sick thrill sucking him after knowing that Bethany was just in here doing it before me. I can't help but hope that I'm better than her at this. I want to be better than her.
Closing my eyes I moan around his cock as he adds a finger inside of me along with using his tongue. His tongue is moving so slow but that finger, god that finger is giving me a good fucking right now. I can almost try to imagine that his finger is his dick, almost even if the size is wrong.
Moving my mouth faster on him I soon feel his tongue go farther up and I move my mouth off his cock when his tongue comes into contact with my asshole. I know I have done this to him once before when we were in California but I never expected to have the tables turned. I never expected he would even think of doing this.
"Zac," I whimper out as I feel his finger soon slip inside my other hole now. It's a different kind of feeling then when it was in my pussy. It feels weird but in a good way, especially when Zac keeps using is tongue every so often as well. "I...fuck," I mutter knowing I can't speak complete sentences right now. It's hard to do that when he is making me feel so good.
Instead of trying to talk I put my mouth back around him and start to suck him off again. It doesn't seem like long though before he is cumming in my mouth and I swallow him. I swallow every drop he has to offer me. I know the one other time I swallowed him I got sick but I was drunk then. I can usually handle swallowing better. I could with Taylor anyway.
It isn't long after he comes that I myself reach my own peak, moving off him when he removes his fingers from me. Looking down at him I can't help but have second thoughts telling him about Bethany's abortion and River right now, not after that. Not when Zac looks so content.
Chewing my lip I nod, deciding not to tell him about that right now. I will tell him later when the timing is right.
"So," Zac speaks before pulling me down and into his side. "What did you come here to talk about? I mean I figure the way you wanted in so bad you wanted to talk, unless of course you have a built in radar telling you every time I am naked and boning some other woman."
Hearing him I just give him a look before shaking my head, "No on the radar thing," I say making sure he can sense my sarcasm there. "But..I did..I did wanna talk," I admit before I can stop myself. I had just decided not to tell him now here I am telling him I had wanted to talk. I need to get my shit together.
Zac nods as he kisses me forehead softly, "What did you want to talk about?"
Closing my eyes I feel my heart hammering in my chest. It's now or never. It's now or never and it's time for me to just blurt things out. I have to fucking blurt it out like ripping off a band aid. "River is your son," I spit out opening my eyes to watch his reaction. I have opted out of revealing Bethany's secret just yet.
"What?" Zac asks confusion showing on his face as he moves away from me. "I..I'm sure that's impossible Natalie," he says as he sits up shaking his head. "River isn't my son, I mean we never slept together until last year."
Sitting up I look at him, "But we did sleep together before last year," I inform him as he looks at me more confused. "You remember that fight you and Kate got into over you having her watch stuff on cream pies?" I ask finally seeing some clarity on his face when I mention that.
Zac nods his head again before running a hand through his hair, "I went to a bar and got drunk," he whispers before looking at me. "I vaguely remember showing up at your house but after that it's blank."
"You did show up at my house," I confirm before looking away. "You told me about your problems after falling on your ass on my living room floor. I tried to reassure you and calm you down...and when I went to stand up you grabbed my arm so I turned to look at you and god the look I saw in your eyes. So much more lust then I had seen from Taylor...that was when Shanna was working for you guys and he stopped having sex with me when he was screwing her. You kissed me and one thing just lead to another. We had sex and then I found out I was pregnant not long after Christmas. Taylor knew it wasn't his baby he hadn't touched me in three months."
At my words Zac just goes silent as if taking in every single letter of every single word. His silence makes me scared, so fucking scared and when I see his nostrils flare I move off the bed, grabbing for the clothes I had discarded earlier, putting them on before Zac can do anything that would make me leave the room naked.
"Fucking bitch," Zac snaps as he looks up at me an anger I have never seen from him before flashing across his face. "You fucking bitch," he spits as he too stands from the bed, slipping his boxers on as he comes towards me which makes me back up some.
"I'm sorry," I whimper out as I reach my hand out to stop Zac from getting too close to me. I'm afraid to admit it but he is scaring me right now. "I'm sorry. I wanted to tell you especially before you married Kate but Taylor kept saying that it would ruin everything. It would ruin your happiness that you seemed to get back after mending things with her. I didn't want to do that."
Zac rolls his eyes at that but grabs my arm hard, "But you didn't tell me did you," he laughs as he gets right up into my face. "You didn't tell me he was mine. Why didn't you tell me after? I mean after you knew I wasn't happy with Kate, after we started and you claimed you loved me. You could have told me then."
I close my eyes feeling tears threatening to come out. Not just because of this conversation but also because of how tight Zac is holding my arm. I am sure there are going to be marks there tomorrow. "I..I don't know why I didn't tell you then," I admit when I open my eyes again. "I don't know but for the past few weeks I have been feeling so guilty that I wanted to tell you, especially after River got sent home from school for acting out because he was angry at me for kissing you, for loving you."
"He..he got mad?" Zac asks as he lets go of my arm finally backing away from me. "But River likes me. He's always been closer to me then Taylor even," he whispers as he looks down as if realizing for the first time that River was his and not Taylor's. The sight breaks my heart more than it already was broken.
I nod before shrugging, "I lied to him. I told him I didn't love you and that made him better," I confess feeling horrible for that lie too but it was best at the time. "After that I even confronted Taylor about our lie but he said if you knew you wouldn't chose me over Bethany. I was so scared of losing you..am scared of losing you. But I still wanted to tell you. I tried too on Christmas but Taylor interrupted that."
Zac closes his eyes briefly and I spot his nostrils flaring again as he walks over to a table in the room and turns it over, the glass lamp that was setting on it, shattering. "Well you know what Natalie fuck what Taylor said you still could have told me," he spat before balling his fist up and hitting the wall a hole in the wall where his hand hit. "And he is right. I don't even want you after this but I do want my son and I want my unborn baby you are carrying Natalie. I think I may just have to take you to court for both of them...prove you unfit," he smirks as he walks over to me and grabs my hair hard.
Closing my eyes at how hard he has my hair I walk with him as he leads me to the door and opens it, "Now get the fuck out and don't even try to see me for awhile. If I see you there is no telling what I will do," he mutters before letting go of my hair and shoving me out of the room forcefully.
Standing in the hallway I wipe away the tears on my cheeks before walking down to my room. If Zac doesn't want to see me then so be it. I'll let him have all the time he needs to cool off. He has a right to be angry with me. I did lie to him for years and I can accept that. I can accept him being angry.
After finding out Bethany's secret the days seem to drag on until Jamaica but eventually I find myself sitting in the hotel room on our second day there. Zac has just gotten in from a tie dye session and Taylor is off god knows where rehearsing for his solo show tonight. A show I probably would have went to see if we weren't going through or divorce. I expect Kate will be there though just like I expect Bethany to be at Zac's show tomorrow unless I tell Zac today about her secret which is what I was intending to do.
Moving off the bed in my room I leave it and make my way down the hall to the room I know Zac is sharing with Bethany. I am kind of glad no fans are staying in this resort because I am walking around in a bikini at twelve weeks pregnant. A tiny bump is barely visible to a trained eye as well as my growing breasts giving me away.
Raising my hand as I reach his room I knock a few times before looking down as I wait for him to answer. When he doesn't answer right away I raise my hand to knock again. Again I get no answer so I decide to knock one last time, "Come on Zachary Walker Hanson open the damn door," I spit out hoping he can hear me talking through the door.
Before I can walk away the door is opened in a hurry but it's not Zac who opens it. It's Bethany and she has a bed sheet tied around her. Of course I would have the luck of catching them in the middle of sex. Of fucking course I would.
"Do you mind?" Bethany asks as she crosses her arms, blocking my way inside the room. "I was in the middle of sixty-nining my very hot fiancee," she smirks rubbing it in that she is engaged to Zac. I really want to slap the bitch but I know that will do no good. "He sent me here to tell you to fuck off though his words were much nicer than mine."
Going silent for a bit I have to bite my tongue before replying to her, "If Zac wants me to leave he can tell me himself," I snap back reaching out to push her aside as I make my way into the room, stopping when I see Zac still laying naked on the bed his erection still very evident. "Tell me to leave Zachary," I say as I glare down at him crossing my arms.
It does hurt to see him like this and knowing what I interrupted but I don't care. If he is so fucking horny then I can get him off. I can finish what he and Bethany started. Then I can tell him about the secrets.
Zac looks up at me for the longest time before turning his head to Bethany. "C..can you give us some privacy?" he asks her and I turn to her giving her my best smirk. I can tell from the look she is giving me she isn't happy with this situation but she drops the sheet getting dressed quickly before leaving the room without another word.
Looking at Zac again I uncross my arms, "Really?" I ask him before shaking my head. "Did you think she'd run me off?"
"I though I could try," Zac shrugs as he stays laying on the bed. "Are you going to stand there or do what you want to do?" he ask as if he knows I want to be the one to get him off now. How can I not when he is nude and hard?
"And what do I want to do?" I ask playing dumb.
Zac just rolls his eyes, "Just get fucking naked and set on my damn face. Sit on my face so I can eat your pussy while you suck my cock."
Smirking some at his words I shake my head but strip out of the bikini I have on, watching as Zac just smiles as I do. "Better?" I ask him once I am completely naked.
"It will be once you're on me," he smirks and I smirk more slowly moving towards him. Biting my lip I slowly position myself on the bed so that my pussy is hovering directly over his face. An image that gets me turned on more than even seeing him naked did.
It isn't long after I do that, that I let out a moan as I feel his tongue connect with my sensitive flesh. He is so good with that damn tongue, too good with it. I'm not even sure Taylor was that experienced with his tongue or his hands or even his dick. If I was being honest Zac was the better lover out of them.
Slowly I move my head down, letting my mouth go around his cock where I began to suck him off as he continues his assault with his tongue. It's weird but I get a sick thrill sucking him after knowing that Bethany was just in here doing it before me. I can't help but hope that I'm better than her at this. I want to be better than her.
Closing my eyes I moan around his cock as he adds a finger inside of me along with using his tongue. His tongue is moving so slow but that finger, god that finger is giving me a good fucking right now. I can almost try to imagine that his finger is his dick, almost even if the size is wrong.
Moving my mouth faster on him I soon feel his tongue go farther up and I move my mouth off his cock when his tongue comes into contact with my asshole. I know I have done this to him once before when we were in California but I never expected to have the tables turned. I never expected he would even think of doing this.
"Zac," I whimper out as I feel his finger soon slip inside my other hole now. It's a different kind of feeling then when it was in my pussy. It feels weird but in a good way, especially when Zac keeps using is tongue every so often as well. "I...fuck," I mutter knowing I can't speak complete sentences right now. It's hard to do that when he is making me feel so good.
Instead of trying to talk I put my mouth back around him and start to suck him off again. It doesn't seem like long though before he is cumming in my mouth and I swallow him. I swallow every drop he has to offer me. I know the one other time I swallowed him I got sick but I was drunk then. I can usually handle swallowing better. I could with Taylor anyway.
It isn't long after he comes that I myself reach my own peak, moving off him when he removes his fingers from me. Looking down at him I can't help but have second thoughts telling him about Bethany's abortion and River right now, not after that. Not when Zac looks so content.
Chewing my lip I nod, deciding not to tell him about that right now. I will tell him later when the timing is right.
"So," Zac speaks before pulling me down and into his side. "What did you come here to talk about? I mean I figure the way you wanted in so bad you wanted to talk, unless of course you have a built in radar telling you every time I am naked and boning some other woman."
Hearing him I just give him a look before shaking my head, "No on the radar thing," I say making sure he can sense my sarcasm there. "But..I did..I did wanna talk," I admit before I can stop myself. I had just decided not to tell him now here I am telling him I had wanted to talk. I need to get my shit together.
Zac nods as he kisses me forehead softly, "What did you want to talk about?"
Closing my eyes I feel my heart hammering in my chest. It's now or never. It's now or never and it's time for me to just blurt things out. I have to fucking blurt it out like ripping off a band aid. "River is your son," I spit out opening my eyes to watch his reaction. I have opted out of revealing Bethany's secret just yet.
"What?" Zac asks confusion showing on his face as he moves away from me. "I..I'm sure that's impossible Natalie," he says as he sits up shaking his head. "River isn't my son, I mean we never slept together until last year."
Sitting up I look at him, "But we did sleep together before last year," I inform him as he looks at me more confused. "You remember that fight you and Kate got into over you having her watch stuff on cream pies?" I ask finally seeing some clarity on his face when I mention that.
Zac nods his head again before running a hand through his hair, "I went to a bar and got drunk," he whispers before looking at me. "I vaguely remember showing up at your house but after that it's blank."
"You did show up at my house," I confirm before looking away. "You told me about your problems after falling on your ass on my living room floor. I tried to reassure you and calm you down...and when I went to stand up you grabbed my arm so I turned to look at you and god the look I saw in your eyes. So much more lust then I had seen from Taylor...that was when Shanna was working for you guys and he stopped having sex with me when he was screwing her. You kissed me and one thing just lead to another. We had sex and then I found out I was pregnant not long after Christmas. Taylor knew it wasn't his baby he hadn't touched me in three months."
At my words Zac just goes silent as if taking in every single letter of every single word. His silence makes me scared, so fucking scared and when I see his nostrils flare I move off the bed, grabbing for the clothes I had discarded earlier, putting them on before Zac can do anything that would make me leave the room naked.
"Fucking bitch," Zac snaps as he looks up at me an anger I have never seen from him before flashing across his face. "You fucking bitch," he spits as he too stands from the bed, slipping his boxers on as he comes towards me which makes me back up some.
"I'm sorry," I whimper out as I reach my hand out to stop Zac from getting too close to me. I'm afraid to admit it but he is scaring me right now. "I'm sorry. I wanted to tell you especially before you married Kate but Taylor kept saying that it would ruin everything. It would ruin your happiness that you seemed to get back after mending things with her. I didn't want to do that."
Zac rolls his eyes at that but grabs my arm hard, "But you didn't tell me did you," he laughs as he gets right up into my face. "You didn't tell me he was mine. Why didn't you tell me after? I mean after you knew I wasn't happy with Kate, after we started and you claimed you loved me. You could have told me then."
I close my eyes feeling tears threatening to come out. Not just because of this conversation but also because of how tight Zac is holding my arm. I am sure there are going to be marks there tomorrow. "I..I don't know why I didn't tell you then," I admit when I open my eyes again. "I don't know but for the past few weeks I have been feeling so guilty that I wanted to tell you, especially after River got sent home from school for acting out because he was angry at me for kissing you, for loving you."
"He..he got mad?" Zac asks as he lets go of my arm finally backing away from me. "But River likes me. He's always been closer to me then Taylor even," he whispers as he looks down as if realizing for the first time that River was his and not Taylor's. The sight breaks my heart more than it already was broken.
I nod before shrugging, "I lied to him. I told him I didn't love you and that made him better," I confess feeling horrible for that lie too but it was best at the time. "After that I even confronted Taylor about our lie but he said if you knew you wouldn't chose me over Bethany. I was so scared of losing you..am scared of losing you. But I still wanted to tell you. I tried too on Christmas but Taylor interrupted that."
Zac closes his eyes briefly and I spot his nostrils flaring again as he walks over to a table in the room and turns it over, the glass lamp that was setting on it, shattering. "Well you know what Natalie fuck what Taylor said you still could have told me," he spat before balling his fist up and hitting the wall a hole in the wall where his hand hit. "And he is right. I don't even want you after this but I do want my son and I want my unborn baby you are carrying Natalie. I think I may just have to take you to court for both of them...prove you unfit," he smirks as he walks over to me and grabs my hair hard.
Closing my eyes at how hard he has my hair I walk with him as he leads me to the door and opens it, "Now get the fuck out and don't even try to see me for awhile. If I see you there is no telling what I will do," he mutters before letting go of my hair and shoving me out of the room forcefully.
Standing in the hallway I wipe away the tears on my cheeks before walking down to my room. If Zac doesn't want to see me then so be it. I'll let him have all the time he needs to cool off. He has a right to be angry with me. I did lie to him for years and I can accept that. I can accept him being angry.
